:/ the night is being indifferent

Can't sleep at night. Too much on my mind.

Ever wonder what the point of all of this is? I do, more and more each day.

How do people do it?

My nephew is sleeping across the hall with my sister because my other sister (his mom) got the night shift at chapmans. He just started crying. He sounds pretty miserable. Probably has this same cold that everyone else is getting.

Looked out the window into the back yard and saw a few silhouettes of animals walking around. Couldn't really tell what they were.

I went to go out and get the flashlight from the van and take a look and got to meet a dumb bat who was busy flying around the light on the front deck. I watched it for a bit, zip zip, smack crash, repeat. Probably trying to eat the bugs flying around the light I'm guessing. It didn't leave when I turned the light off anyhow.

Going to try and sleep again shortly. Can't tell if it's the cold or not but it feels like its a bit harder to breathe than it should be tonight.