it's like being stuck in a song

I was awake for far longer than I should have been last night.
Spent most of the day working with the weight of sleep deprivation dragging me down.

My body is in better condition then it has been in quite some time.
I am far from in shape but even farther from my previous state.

It is quite a challenge sometimes to determine whether I am acting or not acting
based on self-doubt or because it is the most prudent course.

Being observant of things can be both beneficial and damning at the same time.
Process the information, maybe you got it right? Maybe you jumped to conclusions.

I've been known to zone out completely in certain situations. Mostly at gatherings.
Stuck on a thought. The world fades away, nothing else registers. So alone in there.

What is there to fear in this life aside from being alone? That's the worst thing.
Family and friends make life worth living. Love is all that keeps me in this life.

Time can fly by so fast or it can move painfully slow. Sometimes it's as if it stops.
It never truly stops though and all you can do is learn to move with it.

Some people think I don't think very much before I do something. Looks unplanned.
I tend to think ahead about random things a lot. Leaves me well prepared sometimes.

I'm not sure what this two lines thing is about. It just happened. Things happen.
Plans are made, broken, mended and amended. Sometimes there isn't a plan.

I'm going to stop now and get some sleep. A new day is coming and I want to be ready.