yeah, so... yeah

Anyhoo, I was going to lock this blog down and walk away but it's the internet and in the interest of personal growth I've decided not to.

I had enough of people calling me a stalker. :p I mean in jest its fine cause that's all it was. I never made an active effort aside from reading whatever popped up on facebook or the google reader thing. This isn't even directed at one person, you know who you are, so if you still read this I hold no grudge or anything. That's not how I am.

One thing I've learned in this life is it is often times quite simple just to move on. After awhile it doesn't even hurt. I'm way past that stage.

So as I've said before I'm effectively down to no friends that I ever see in real life. I'm basically back to where I was in my life up till college. I didn't care about anyone aside from my family and friends, didn't understand how people could get worked up over relationships and couldn't understand why people just didn't walk away. I would look at those sorts of situations and just laugh or feel pity.

Well then didn't I fall into the whole world. Got dragged down, loved on and kicked around. I have a knack for getting into such situations and not knowing when to call it quits. I think it's the part of me that just never wants to give up on anyone or anything. There isn't much I wouldn't do for friend or family.

It comes down to that life has a way of coming back around and I've learned that it isn't such a bad thing. I have my family and what's left of my friends. I don't see some of them often if ever but they are true.

As for keeping some thoughts to myself or with God. Well I don't have any thoughts right now that I care to keep bottled up from people and God already knows them all anyways.

I'm going with letting the truth flow right on through me and the openness that brings is amazingly liberating. :)

Peace world. :)